ON THE TRAIL WE BLAZE

Shiraz, Iran Sep 24th 2022 One the thousands of ways that this regim is beating up women; watch the full video Warning: it gets even more harsh than this! See how the guard has grabbed her breast?? See?? See how "they are protecting " people? I believe you can say I did what I was told, I had orders to shoot people and kill them... but this shitty government is using not only murderers, but also rap**ists! Freedom for Iran, freedom for all Zan,Zendegi,Azadi  = Woman,life,freedom

I finished this book. Took me only two days but that's exactly why I chose to read it during the protestings happening in my country, Iran, because Paŭlo Coelho has a coherent style of storytelling,  something that you can focus on even during a -hopefully- revolution! Overall, the book's a meh for me. It was just another thrilling story not a philosophical moral based manifesto that many think Coelho is trying to present.  Oh and just to take a look at reality, let's lay our eyes on this magnificent moment, shall we? Photo from this Twitter:  Donyarad And -drumrolls!- this photo: You go sis! This is our country. F these repressive forces ❤️✊️ P.s: If you are going to visit Iran or any "beautiful", "cultural", or "historic" third world country , first of all declare your help and union to the people of Iran or that country, through any social media that you have -instead of dreamy peacful pictures of Perspoli...

امشب، پدر دوست پسرم من رو سهوا مهسا خطاب کرد. چه قدر خوشحال کننده است این اتفاق! چه حس خوبی داشت که کسی من رو مهسا خطاب کنه. Tonight, my boyfriend's father unintentionally called me "Mahsa" . How beautiful this incident was and how warming it is to be called Mahsa by someone! هنوز کمی سرفه میکنم و بدنم لرز داره ولی حال عمومیم خیلی از دیروز بهتره. I still cough a little and I have light chills but I'm feeling way better that yesterday. 

I'm writing this in both English and Persian also in both of my blogs. There's a good chance that the regime blocks my blogs but even if I could get to one audience, I'm happy. So let's start; Fist in Persian.  اقدامات قبل از رفتن به تظاهرات: ۱. لباس آستین بلند و شلوار بلند بپوشید طوری که هیچ بخشی از بدنتون بیرون نیافته.دلیلش اینه که اگر گاز اشک آور زدن یا هر چیز دیگه ای که به پوست آسیب میزنه، در امان باشید. ۲. این لباس نباید طوری باشه که قسمتای شل و ول داشته باشه؛ این بخش برای اینه که نیروهای سرکوبگر از لباس نتونن بکِشَنتون. ۳. آرایش نکنید! محصولات روغنی معمولا گاز اشک‌آور رو تو خودشون نگه میدارن. از کرم ضد آفتاب و محصولات برپایه ی روغن پیش از رفتن به تظاهرات استفاده نکنید. ۴. یک شماره تماس اورژانسی رو روی ساعدتون بنویسید تا در صورت حادثه افرادی که پیشتون هستن با فرد معتمدتون تماس بگیرن. ۵. یه کوله پشتی کوچیک حاوی موارد زیر همراهتون باشه: آب برای نوشیدن و شستن چشم ها در صورت● استفاده ی نیروهای سرکوب گر از گاز اشک آور. ●خوراکی سبک مثل میوه یا یه تیکه شکلات ●...

So I've seriously started my trip. This time the thing that makes a huge difference is that : 1. I had never seen Hamedan's rail station.  Well this is not at all how I'd pictured it! They established this station about 5 years ago yet the main building isn't complete! And we're forced to sit in a small waiting room. Lots of families with their children are sitting here, making noises also the weather is hot. So... not my favorite cup of tea... 2. I'm not planning to come back! In fact for this trip , I decided to rent a small room in Tehran and maybe work there instead of going back home. So yeah... I'm making my statement a little more clear, independent and courageous. That's what makes it scary. And also I'm doing my best to become a true adventurer - staying away from nagging -  -: So what do you say, facing our fate through thunderstorm and rain?  -: I lllloveee it!

  It's 8 p.m. here and I'm doing my best to keep moving. I have to pack my bags for this rip-roaring trip, but before that really quick, I decided to do a tiny practice which our teacher demanded. The task is simple; "Write a summary of sth." It can be anything but he exclusively mentioned movies and books. Since I am a devotee of "The road to El Dorado" It only seems fair to lay my emphasis on that. This 2000 adventure animated movie is DreamWork's 3rd featured film directed by "Eric Bergeran" and "Don Paul ". The story sets in 1519, Spain where two charming con artists, "Tulio" and "Miguel", are defrauding sailors with a pair of loaded dice for a map. After their con is exposed they get into a stagy fight and one thing leads to another until they find themselves at the beginning of a trail to the glorious city of El Dorado. Due to the gold-digging desire of Tulio and the adventurous soul o...

 NO.1  Destruction Everything's falling apart; my relationship with my mom and sister, internet service in this country, Iran, water shortage, and many more all of which have been inflicted on us by authorities. Even -and especially- my relationship with my family. What can be worse than "The great depression " era? What can be the ultimate state of catastrophe? Anything other than a lifelong residence in solitary confinement?  So we start the story here; The course of empire, destruction by Cole Thomas

I worked out for 10 min and then did yoga for about 20 min.  I thought about him and for the first time in 3 days, I felt a pain in my chest. Then spontaneously remembered those scenes from the movie " Gangubai Kathiawadi" we watched some days ago.  Spoilers ahead! It's an Indian film about a young immature girl named "Ganguba" who's forced to work as a prostitute but eventually, she becomes an activist for the suppressed sex workers. Overall, I think the movie's success derives from its magnificent edits and colors more than from its story. I give it a 7/10. There's a scene in the movie that I was just talking about; the wedding scene. Gangubai matched her lover to a young daughter of a prostitute and this is their ceremony. The singer's singing about how both lovers are now distanced from each other, indifferent and broken-hearted.  Anyhow, back to the harsh reality of life; Now I'm going to finish my paper resume completely and then I'...

It's been two full days and a half since the last time I talked to my love/er. I conceive of it as a miserable grievous breakup. It's not what I want, I still love him but the thing is that I am depressed and in need of some alone time and space to get  my act together. He's been sooo nice to me, always been there and honestly he deserves more. On the other hand I can't share with him these thoughts thus he disrespected me the day before our so seemed breakup. He told me , I draw pleasure from picking other's stupid empty colloquial mistakes... I don't... He unintentionally said :"I hate this society! " and because I had been toying with the same idea from a week before, I questioned him about that sentence... He'd then interpreted this as a sign of mischief and dishonesty.  All and all, I believe he wouldn't treat me like that if he wasn't tired of me being up in the air particularly these last months. I hope I find a well paying job and g...

Hi. This is my second/backup blog. I used to post in this one; onthetrailweblaze.blogfa.com So what happened was that recently I decided to write about "the great dragon" painting by William Blake and I was afraid that my blog will be banned because of sth that might be considered slight nudity in those pictures... So, as a protest against invalid censorship and censorship in general I decided to give a foreign host a shot. So, hi again. Gonna fix this blog as soon as possible.  Till then, take care.